T.T

i am soooo bored.. and fed up with life.. everything in life sucks.. not all. some.. one of the best memories i had are inside me .. in my heart.. anyway.. why life has to be complicated.. can't it be a simple one... it makes so much sense then.. but.. what we can do about it.. God made it simple.. we as humans make it complicated with misunderstandings and fighting .. why can't we just get over what happened and move on in life.. we should learn how to forgive them and not screw them up for the rest of their lives all because of something small.. Great.. i'm sounding like i am giving a speech or something .. lol.. anyway.. i hope everything in life turns better soon.. or else i am going to break down sooner or later.. Chaoz

Exhausted Outing

i went to jusco that day .. erm.. i think it was on saturday.. i went with venessa they all.. watched House Of Bunny.. it was nice.. wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.. then went home at around 6.. reached home.. then my mum said lets go eat sushi.. so i said ok la.. so the whole family went out.. my dad was like not that hungry.. so he said if we go jusco we can walk then eat later.. so we said ok lo.. then in my mind was like ... wat the .. i just came back.. then i told mum that if i knew we were going to eat there i dont have to come back.. i like kena bom man.. so anyway.. went shopping then went Sakae Sushi to eat.. many people there.. normal la.. its dinner time.. Duh!! so we waited and finally got to sit.. then we ate.. 1 hour later some food havent come .. so dad was like .. why so long .. i was like .. erm.. dunno.. many ppl kua.. then it came like so long later.. dad was pissed.. hahaha... when we paid.. the manager got screwed.. i pity the guy coz he look so young .. but who cares.. thats his job .. not mine.. so because dad complained.. we got 5% off.. hahahaha.. i felt that was appropriate.. we waited for like God knows how long .. so.. went home later .. and i continued half of my other novel and slept..

tagged by Xiao Shuang

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Chua Xiao Shuang

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
Friend

3. Your five impression of her/him?
smart, pretty, nice, funny, and kind

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
erm.. i dunno le..

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
no idea..

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
i'll jump from AJ Hackett Bridge in New Zealand.. lol

7.If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
if she ever becomes my lover i'll tell u ..

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
shred her to pieces

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
if she is then i'll tell u the reason ok?

10.. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
wish her all the best in getting pmr results

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
not a bad person after all..

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
weird and crazy

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
being crazy in my own way

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
getting angry fast at other people

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself.. i wont wanna change who i am

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for everything that u guys have done for me

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1)sin ying
2)theola
3)yi shuen
4)michelle
5)mun ling
6)nick yeo
7)ct sarah
8)my sis
9)venny
10)somebody that feels like doing it

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
i dunno

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
if they are together i'll tell u

21. What is no.2 studying about?
STAR..

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
yterday

23.. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i knw.. its jonas brothers..

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yup...

25. Will you woo no.3?
no..

26. How about number 7?
nope..

27. Is no. 4 single?
no idea. she is in aussie la..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
See

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
depends who that person is.. lol..

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
i think so..

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
STAR(same one as me la)

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
she is super smart..

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
this is getting weirder.. no!!

34. Where does no.9 live at?
i knw.. Southern Park

35. What colour does no.4 like?
hmm. blue i guess

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
no.. they dont even knw each other..

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
maybe?

38. What is no.6 doing now?
erm.. tuition ? sleeping ? eating ? i dunno

END OF TAG

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today was supposed to be a special day to me.. but in the end it wasnt as special as i thought it would be.. i should be happy but i am feeling down most of the time today.. no one knows why and wats going on with me. buti bet la.. no one knws.. only God knows.. He knws wats going on in my life and the unsupporting friends i have.. hiahz.. wat am i to do to make them understand me.. i dun give a damn anymore on wat happens today.. i just cant wait to celebrate my bday the following year.. hopping its better than this year..

tagged by theola

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.




1. What is it that bothers you the most?
-not being around my friends

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- online and watching tv. and ya.. eating good food

3. What kind of news do you read?
- All kinds.. duh

4. What is your ultimate wish?
- if it comes true then i'll tell u

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
- of course..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- definitely not..

7. Are you afraid of pain ?
- depends la..

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
- Go to school and see my friends

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- no.. of course not

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- she smart although she denies it.. she's very nice and very playful but now she is less playful.. she grew up a lot

11.What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment?
- music.. reading.. my art work.. my hamster..

12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- doing thing behind my back

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- erm.. rice.. i eat it almost evryday.. so i dun mind eating it for the rest of my life.

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- Happiness. having happiness is better than money with no love ..

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- Me getting angry fast

16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- having the life i wanted with no regrets..

17. What is the one thing you hate about yourself?
- me getting angry fast.. and not having the guts to do stuffs ..

18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
- hmmm.. i simply have no idea..

19. What is the weirdest habit of yours (young or now)?
- erm i used to hold my pillow at the edge and play with the lace when i cant sleep.. and i am still doing it .. lol..

20. I'm tagging
- xiao shuang
- weirdlyn
- my sis
- mun ling
- Whoever who feels like doing it.