Something to be expressed

I was a little heartbroken when i heard about it.
Nothing else hurt me except for those words.
I'm gonna work hard on it and yours truly do not want to hear
it again.
And i'm gonna make u guys regret what the shit u guys said and let
me tell ya i'm not gonna let it go that easily.
If i know who the hell are you,
you're gonna be so dead cause i'm gonna prove
that you're so wrong.
So just wait and see..
I'm gonna be better than what u said and insulted on me..
Just wait and see you idiots!!!
I'm gonna get even with you..
Don't think that because i'm being myself is wrong..
I am who i am..
I'm not being somebody else..
Not like you..
I hate you!!!

p.s: i'm pissed at the moment.. And i don't feel like telling what happened.. so don't bother asking me.. And its not that i dun wanna share it with anyone, but i think that its better left alone with me.. so sorry guys..

Remember what i said before about giving up on studies?
Well i decided to keep studying..
Coz i realised that giving up is just not in me..
I can't seem to give up now..
I'm still young..
I cried many times because the stress of studying especially understanding
Add Maths.
But now i'm trying to be stronger..
I'm starting to like Add Maths although
i can't really solve it..
And also Physics which i hated a lot a first.
Giving up at the beginning does not help..
I wanna get good grades for SPM and prove
do those a** holes that i can achieve something in life
if i am determined..
Let me tell you..
I'm not gonna give up anymore..
Thanks for helping me my dear.