MISSING YOU

I MISS U A LOT.. i wanna cry everytime i think about you.. haihz.. can't wait to see u soon..






p.s : results is out in 2 more days.. argh!!

Tagged By Joyce

THE SELF
[01] Real name: Sue Szen
[02] Nickname: Szen ?
[03] Married: No
[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 15
[07] High school: SMKTAR
[08] College: Not yet
[09] Height: 163cm
[10] Weight: hmm.. i dunno le..
[11] Do you like yourself: Erm.. Okay la
[12] Piercings: One on each ear
[13] Right or left: Left
[14] Are you a freak: Sometimes
[15] Hair: Black
[16] Skin: Not as fair as normal Chinese girls are
[17] Allergic: None i guess
[18] What are you doing now: Thinking and typing
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Chatting with him and her
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Hmm.. I'm not that good in guessing..
[21] Live with: Parents and my siblings
[22] Siblings(including you): 3
[23] Eldest: my bro
[24] Youngest: my sis .
[25] Love/hate your family: definitely love!!


THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half:hahhahhaah.. cant i not tell ?
[27] If yes, who is he/she: cant tell u ..
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: can i not answer
[29] Time(s) you were in a relationship:hmmm.. i dun remember..
[30] Ever wooed a boy/girl(0-100): dunno
[31] Anyone wooed you before(0-100): no idea
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Of course not ..
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: nothing
[34] Ever argued with your other half: Yes.. Sorry
[35] You are with your other half since: i'm so not telling anything
[36] Are you straight/queer: Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: argh.. what kinda post is this hmm.. he loves me too ?
[38] You and your other half are in which stage: u dont have to know
[39] You wooed him/her or he/she wooed you: dunno.. dun care
[40] Ever think of marrying he/she: Huh ?


THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Lots
[42] Your first enemy: there is one..
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): not telling u
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): hmm.. lets keep that a secret
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: i dunno.. they all very pretty
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: hmm.. him
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: the kind that thinks she is super pretty
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most:the kind that thinks he is super smart and is always
right
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: erm.. once i guess..
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend back stabs you: we'll wait and see what happens
[52] If your friend betrays you:Thanks for betraying me... u will get back what u did.
[53] If your friend woos your lover: who cares if my lover does not even care bout her..
[54] If your friend fall in love with you:hahahah.. i'm laughing ...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: dont think so its gonna happen ..

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Not really
[57] You always done your homework/assignments: No
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:None..
[59] Always late to school/college: Sometimes
[60] Your class: 3B
[61] You love your seniors: Yes.. some
[62] Seniors who you love the most: None of ur business
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Evil and great
[64] Excellent result classmate: Thanusha!!
[65] Laziest classmate: hahah.. me.. and some other ppl
[66] Smart people:loads of it in class..
[67] Stupid people: None
[68] Good looking people: Some
[69] Ugly people: No one is ugly
[70] Funny people: Loads of them
[71] Cute people: hmm.. got la..
[72] Bad people: there is a lot.. but i bet they will change some day
[73] Honest people: not all are honest anymore
[74] Acting people: hahahah..
[75] You are what kind of people: weird at times and unpredictable

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs and kisses ( hahahha)
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both
[81] Listener or Talker: Listener
[82] Romantic or rich: Both
[83] Good husband or good father: Both

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get married: 23
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 3
[86] Career: Doctor / Pharmacist / Scientist
[87] Salary: hahhahha.. cant tell u.. u'll think that i am greedy.
[88] Retirement age: 65
[89] Properties value: Have enough to lead a good life and still have balance..
[90] Wishes: to have the best life and never regret on anything that i missed out..

THE VICTIMS
[91] THEOLA
[92] CT SARAH
[93] XIAO SHUANG
[94] YI SHUEN
[95] YIN YIN
[96] FAWWAZ
[97] NICK YEO
[98] MICHELLE
[99] VENNY
[100] LILY SEE

I am so bored. I'm getting lazy to update my blog. And i have no idea why. Who cares. Anyway, I watched Bolt that day. If i wasn't mistaken it was on Friday. I saw Yi Shuen and Christina there. Well the movie was nice. Not bad. I think its good for people from all type of ages.. ISHHHH... I dunno what to blog.. 3 more weeks !!!!! U guys know what i am talking about. I just don't want to say it out just incase u guys will scream at me. I know one person will.. hahahahah..



I think i'll stop here.. U guys reading this must be feeling so bored. U must be feeling regreted reading this.. hahaha..

Tagged by Nick Yeo

1. Do you think you’re hot?

hahahha.. if i do it will snow..


2. Upload your favorite picture of you!

The weirdest tag ever .. Can i not put this here ?

3. Why do you like that picture?

erm.. because it had been ages since i took one with my siblings.. except the one with the peace sign la ... she is my cousin


4. When is your last time you ate pizza?

ermm.. last saturday i think..


5. The last song you listened to?.
ermm.. Linkin Park- Leave Out All The Rest..

6. What are you doing right now beside this?
Thinking of something/ someone

7. What name would you prefer beside yours?
hmmm.. i dun wanna tell.. bleek..


8. People I Tag

A. Yi Shuen


B. Lily See


C. Michelle


D. Venessa


E. Siti Sarah

9. Who is A?

She is human.. And she is my friend..

10. A is having relationship with?
hahahah.. Someone i guess

11. Say something about E.

She is hilarious once u get to know her ..

12. How about D?

She is the longest person i knew in that list..

13. Who is B?

My friend.. A friend which i had not seen for quite a long time..

Tagged By Fawwaz

Try to answer it as good as every question is referring to one person.
1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
He's a kinda good friend of mine ..


2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
Smart. Funny at some times. Helpful. Good singer although he denies it. He is also a very hardworking person.. hahah..


3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
Hmmm.. He changed blazor with me.. I think so..



4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
I think its ' Thanks for being my friend' something like that


5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Hmm.. Dont think it will happen though..


6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
Be sad coz he is a very nice friend..

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on
As i said.. Dont think it will happen.. hahahah..

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
Because he is smarter than me..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Thank him for being such a nice friend..

10. The overall impression of him/her is.
A very nice guy..

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Hmm.. Many will not like me i guess..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
I'm a crazy kind of person..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I think its because i get angry easily..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Myself.. I dun wanna be someone else..

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.
Thanks for being my friend.. hahaha..

16. Ten people to tag
- Sarah
-Venny
-Nick Yeo
-Theola
-Shuen
-Michelle
-Joyce
-Sue Yin
-Yin Yin
- Mun Ling

17. Who is no 2 having relationship with ?
erm.. no one i guess..

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
male

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
no.. unless they are lesbians..

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
no idea..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
i have no idea..

22. Is no. 4 single?
yeah.. unless she suddenly have one..

23. Say something about no.6
i miss her so much..

Realising Something Important

I realised that everyone is different and special in their own way.. We shouldn't judge them just by looking at their appearance.. We should look into their heart.. See what the type of person they are and not by knowing from other people.. Finding a friend is almost the same.. We should be friends with them because they can be trusted and reliable and not because they are popular..
We should always give others another chance to change.. It doesn't mean that doing something unappropriate once is forever a faulty in life.. Everyone makes mistakes in life.. They will eventually change when they realise that their doings are wrong..
So reach out and help others and not keep yourself together .. Doing so will encourage everyone else to be more helpful thus, have more friends.. I know what its like to be lonely sometimes.. But stay calm.. You can be lonely once but as long as you have friends you will never be lonely anymore.. That is why friends is one of the most utmost important things to have in life.. Without friends our life will never be complete...
Thus, thanks to everyone out there especially to my friends.. I appreciate all of you guys a lot..




i know this post is weird.. ahaha.. but thanks for bearing with it.

regretting

i realised something.. my English sucks.. it is getting worst.. i have no idea why... look at all my posts and u will know why.. maybe because i don't have the mood to write or my English just is that bad.. I'm starting to curse again.. Can someone help me.. Btw my hamster is gone.. I'm gonna miss her so much although she bite.. But behind everything i got another pair.. But i still miss her.. Like u guys out there missing their dogs and cats.. I know how u guys feel.. i have no idea what to say anymore. . As in nothing to blog.. So until then..

Sayonara!!!

holidays

i'm really starting to hate holidays more than i usually do.. as all PMR- takers know . all of us had holidays earlier.. so that means we got more days of holidays right.. first i was excited to have it.. but sooner i regreted.. i was bored.. bored as in everyday-stuck-at-home bored.. some of u guys might have lots of plan going on.. but i tell ya.. i'm super frikkin bored... others might say.. go read a book.. or go out with friends.. but let me tell ya.. i did both and i'm still bored.. so i really pity my hamster and not myself.. u know y? its because when ever i feel bored i will be disturbing my hamster.. not letting him and her sleep.. hahahaa.. i know i'm evil.. but don't worry.. i let them sleep.. after disturbing them i'll ' disturb' my laptop.. and i warn u.. no one can get me off the chair when i lay my body on it.. hahaa.. unless my mum yells ... then i'll get up.. and yeah.. Physics is kinda fun.. Fun as in crazy fun.. Its hard that u seriously need to think.. And not the PMR easy type.. i'm starting to like it.. and hate it when i can't seem to solve the questions..

Its like a song.. i mean the questions.. ( Camp Rock - Gotta Find You )

'when i find u it will be alright '
'i need to try to get to where you are'..
'could it be you're not that far.'.

i know u guys dont get it.. hahahaha.. i'm starting to feel blur myself.. i have no idea why and what am i posting about already,. i'm stuck..
oh i get it.. its bout the boring holidays i have .. and speaking bout boring ... time passes by super fast.. its already almost the end of November.. unbelievable.. in another month results are out and school is commensing.. argh.. i can't wait.. can't wait to go to school.. but not for the results.. hahhaaha... i saw a hamster at the pet shop near Southern Park.. there was a hamster.. it looks almost as fat as the hamster in the movie Bolt.. except that its blackish - grey.. like my hamster.. i was sooo excited.. the hamster is sooo cute.. i wanted to buy it.. but it belongs to the owner of the shop.. all the hamsters there are soooo fat and chubby.. and seriously they are heavy ... lol.. i regreted not taking picture of the hamster.. or else it will post it in... well.. thats all i'll post for now.. and thanks for reading until here.. i bet some might have stopped very long ago.. until then.. bye..

sadness

i feel like deleting my blog.. i don't know why.. but i feel like it.. HELP ME BABY!!!!

issshhh.. i cried for something.. but the something is actually nothing .. why... why am i crying for no reason.. i guess its just human's feeling once in awhile.. anyone of u cried for no reason before..

not able to sleep kills

sheeesshshh... i can't sleep.. i have no idea why.. and its no because i drink coffee.. infact i dont drink coffee.. so why cant i sleep.. argh.. maybe i think too much... or maybe i'm just not tired.. but my eyes are closing .. slowly.. but when i go to my room.. i just can't sleep.. do u guys have any remedy for this weird action? FYI.. i havent been like this before.. this is some sort of my first time.. argh.. i feel like jumping off a building and never wake up again.. i'm writing this at 2 a.m.. and i'm not tired.. but i feel like sleeping ... argh.. help!!!

Ideas And Crushes In Life

i'm so friggin piss off.. and don't bother to ask.. i'm not gonna tell.. only someone knows.. and that someone.. u know who u are... thanks.. i'm so blur of why humans are such copy cats.. i have met many in my lives.. but none of them can be worst than you.. the things u said are definitely hurtful. i know u might take THAT as an inspiration to u.. but can't u change it?! there are so many words similar to it.. but u HAVE to use that particular word.. when i saw it the first thing came through my mind was WHY did it happen.. It shouldn't turn out like this.. this was supposed to be MINE.. my special one.. not yours instead.. i'm so crushed.. u was someone i really believed.. really trusted.. and i think this incident MIGHT have ruined our friendship.. u should've ask me whether was it ok.. but NO u have to act smart and do it on your own.. well.. it proves now.. that your just the same as everyone else.. ur no longer special..

Bare my stupid post.. Coz i have to write it somewhere..

sickness kills

hey everyone.. u guys might think whats with the title.. well.. i'm sick.. and i am not sure why.. maybe its because of the Kit Kat, the dark chocolate and lack of sleep problem.. yesterday i was having sore throat already.. today it some how got half better / half worst.. i know it sounds weird.. but for some time its ok.. later on it changed.. and i can hardly talk in a proper way.. coz my voice is killing me.. hahahahaah.. luckly it wasn't that bad.. once i had to stop talking and use a piece of paper to communicate.. and God.. keeping quiet is hard.. u guys know me.. i cant keep my mouth shut for almost 10 minutes.. i think everyone agrees on that.. right.. well getting back.. i remembered once i was home alone when i was young .. not exactly sure how old was i.. i was sick... sore throat again.. some time later.. someone called.. so i picked up the phone.. and i have no idea why .. i can't say a thing.. and i just stood there listening to the caller's voice.. i cant say hello or bye.. voice just doesnt come out.. i just hung up and told my mom about it.. amazingly when she came back.. i got my voice back.. so it was very weird.. it was as though God didnt want me to answer that call or something.. lol.. =) i think thats all i can post for now.. bye.. and to those reading .. take care.. ( i know its lame to post something like this. but hey at least i posted)

memories

The first thing to say is i MISS school.. all the memories are inside me. no matter the good or bad. i will always cherish it in me. next year will be even harder. i've gotta study harder. its form 4 wei. haihz. so one advise.. have fun now.. or else u will regret. that was the advise i got from my seniors. I had so much fun in school this year. especially being a prefect and being in 3 Budi.. although it wasnt my ideal class but i had fun.. everyone was very helpful.. no matter the guys nor the girls.. we were together .. especially during BM.. i remember we used to talk when teacher is teaching.. coz nobody listens to her.. P.S do not learn this.. its not good.. and during science.. we used to make our teacher angry.. and yeah i'll tell u.. when she goes mad.. she'll stop all our experiments.. then we'll start blaming each other.. but by the time school ends.. we're friends again.. the best was during Maths and Eng.. our teacher will make us crack.. her way of teaching seems to capture us.. stop us from doing other stuffs.. and listen to them.. hahaha.. Geo was our worst nightmare.. u guys know who right.. whenever he enters the class.. silence will be heard. not a single whisper or a giggle.. when questions are asked.. everyone hides their head.. hoping not to be questioned.. lol.. that was fun.. Sej was also the bomb.. everytime we enter the makmal.. i dunno what does it call.. she'll start teachin.. then later she some how will make us laugh with her sorta dirty jokes.. hahahaha.. and i'll bet.. no one leaves the room sad.. we will all have a smile on our faces.. hahahaa.. see.. it was so much fun even though we were not studying.. imagine us not studying.. we go wilder than ever.. that is why our class is always noisy.. hahaha.. i miss those days with my friends.. i wonder whether will it come back again.. i'm sorry because there arent any pictures here.. its because i am very lazy and not feeling well at the moment.. so hope u guys enjoyed it.. although it is filled with broken english.. duh .. i'm writing this in a hurry,.. bye..

My Day On Friday

I was crushed on friday.. I thought we were gonna be in the same team.. Btw it was Treasure Hunt.. When Mr. Cheng started dividing teams i was crushed.. I was like screaming in my heart saying that this kind of problem shouldn't happen.. He divided us into ten teams.. My team was mostly Malays( trying not to be too racist here) but yeah.. mostly.. I was thinking .. How was i going to survive in this team.. The event that i really wanted to try to win .. Luckly Sin Ying was in the team with me.. At least i wasn't that lonely.. Lol.. Then they said that 3 ppl had to blind, mute and unable to walk . luckly i wasn't the one unable to talk.. I don't think i could survived the day.. haha.. Then the game started.. We went to the checkpoint . The first one we went required another team.. i was like ' wat the" So we went to the other one nearby.. that was the same too.. no other team was there.. i almost gave up hope.. u guys might be thinking .. why give up hope so fast... then we continued.. we won almost the challenges in the end.. then we was at a checkpoint.. we was supposed to take care of a balloon.. trying not to burst it.. so Tsiu Whay wanted to see the balloon.. She saw it and took it away.. then she said that she wanted to confiscate it and not give it back.. how are we to win if we don't have the balloon.. so we begged.. in the end we were punished before we got back the balloon.. Thank God.. We continued playing.. we lost one of our letter.. we were supposed to get 7 letters spelling out the place where the treasure will be buried.. we searched everywhere.. luckly we found it back.. it was in the grasses.. it definitely was like finding a needle in a hay stack.. lol.. then we were at the last checkpoint.. we were trying hard to win this challenge and get to the treasure soon... we lost i think but who cares.. we were so close to the treasure.. we just wanted to get to the treasure before the other teams do.. we felt worried because we didn't see much teams around left.. so we ran like we never ran before.. when we reached we searched like crazy.. we went around so many times.. in seconds other teams came.. we were even worried.. we cant possibly lose when we came first.. at last.. we found it .. one of my team mate dragged us away frm the place.. when we opened it.. we were filled with joy.. at last.. we found it.. we won .. YAY!! XD.. lol.. after the game.. i realised my team wasn't that bad after all.. my team was fun.. we didnt even fight a bit.. we laughed all day long.. co-operated.. and in the end had fun and win at the same time.. i am not trying to boast here.. but it was definitely one of the best events after PMR.. lol..

T.T

i am soooo bored.. and fed up with life.. everything in life sucks.. not all. some.. one of the best memories i had are inside me .. in my heart.. anyway.. why life has to be complicated.. can't it be a simple one... it makes so much sense then.. but.. what we can do about it.. God made it simple.. we as humans make it complicated with misunderstandings and fighting .. why can't we just get over what happened and move on in life.. we should learn how to forgive them and not screw them up for the rest of their lives all because of something small.. Great.. i'm sounding like i am giving a speech or something .. lol.. anyway.. i hope everything in life turns better soon.. or else i am going to break down sooner or later.. Chaoz

Exhausted Outing

i went to jusco that day .. erm.. i think it was on saturday.. i went with venessa they all.. watched House Of Bunny.. it was nice.. wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.. then went home at around 6.. reached home.. then my mum said lets go eat sushi.. so i said ok la.. so the whole family went out.. my dad was like not that hungry.. so he said if we go jusco we can walk then eat later.. so we said ok lo.. then in my mind was like ... wat the .. i just came back.. then i told mum that if i knew we were going to eat there i dont have to come back.. i like kena bom man.. so anyway.. went shopping then went Sakae Sushi to eat.. many people there.. normal la.. its dinner time.. Duh!! so we waited and finally got to sit.. then we ate.. 1 hour later some food havent come .. so dad was like .. why so long .. i was like .. erm.. dunno.. many ppl kua.. then it came like so long later.. dad was pissed.. hahaha... when we paid.. the manager got screwed.. i pity the guy coz he look so young .. but who cares.. thats his job .. not mine.. so because dad complained.. we got 5% off.. hahahaha.. i felt that was appropriate.. we waited for like God knows how long .. so.. went home later .. and i continued half of my other novel and slept..

tagged by Xiao Shuang

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Chua Xiao Shuang

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
Friend

3. Your five impression of her/him?
smart, pretty, nice, funny, and kind

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
erm.. i dunno le..

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
no idea..

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
i'll jump from AJ Hackett Bridge in New Zealand.. lol

7.If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
if she ever becomes my lover i'll tell u ..

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
shred her to pieces

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
if she is then i'll tell u the reason ok?

10.. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
wish her all the best in getting pmr results

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
not a bad person after all..

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
weird and crazy

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
being crazy in my own way

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
getting angry fast at other people

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself.. i wont wanna change who i am

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks for everything that u guys have done for me

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1)sin ying
2)theola
3)yi shuen
4)michelle
5)mun ling
6)nick yeo
7)ct sarah
8)my sis
9)venny
10)somebody that feels like doing it

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
i dunno

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
if they are together i'll tell u

21. What is no.2 studying about?
STAR..

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
yterday

23.. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i knw.. its jonas brothers..

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yup...

25. Will you woo no.3?
no..

26. How about number 7?
nope..

27. Is no. 4 single?
no idea. she is in aussie la..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
See

29. What’s the hobby of no.10?
depends who that person is.. lol..

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
i think so..

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
STAR(same one as me la)

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
she is super smart..

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
this is getting weirder.. no!!

34. Where does no.9 live at?
i knw.. Southern Park

35. What colour does no.4 like?
hmm. blue i guess

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
no.. they dont even knw each other..

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
maybe?

38. What is no.6 doing now?
erm.. tuition ? sleeping ? eating ? i dunno

END OF TAG

no comment

today was supposed to be a special day to me.. but in the end it wasnt as special as i thought it would be.. i should be happy but i am feeling down most of the time today.. no one knows why and wats going on with me. buti bet la.. no one knws.. only God knows.. He knws wats going on in my life and the unsupporting friends i have.. hiahz.. wat am i to do to make them understand me.. i dun give a damn anymore on wat happens today.. i just cant wait to celebrate my bday the following year.. hopping its better than this year..

tagged by theola

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.




1. What is it that bothers you the most?
-not being around my friends

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- online and watching tv. and ya.. eating good food

3. What kind of news do you read?
- All kinds.. duh

4. What is your ultimate wish?
- if it comes true then i'll tell u

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
- of course..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- definitely not..

7. Are you afraid of pain ?
- depends la..

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
- Go to school and see my friends

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- no.. of course not

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- she smart although she denies it.. she's very nice and very playful but now she is less playful.. she grew up a lot

11.What is your 5 most passionate thing at this moment?
- music.. reading.. my art work.. my hamster..

12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- doing thing behind my back

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- erm.. rice.. i eat it almost evryday.. so i dun mind eating it for the rest of my life.

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- Happiness. having happiness is better than money with no love ..

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- Me getting angry fast

16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- having the life i wanted with no regrets..

17. What is the one thing you hate about yourself?
- me getting angry fast.. and not having the guts to do stuffs ..

18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
- hmmm.. i simply have no idea..

19. What is the weirdest habit of yours (young or now)?
- erm i used to hold my pillow at the edge and play with the lace when i cant sleep.. and i am still doing it .. lol..

20. I'm tagging
- xiao shuang
- weirdlyn
- my sis
- mun ling
- Whoever who feels like doing it.

realising something late

i realised something.. i'm out of time.. i got no more time.. i gotta study.. its only one more month till the war begins.. NO!!!!!! summore i havent study finish.. not dat i dun wan .. the problem is i cant.. i got no time.. tuition everyday.. here and there.. by the time i'm back i am already tired.. wat the ****.. how to study like that.. no semangat and got no time .. i hope everyone there will study like crazy.. fast.. the time is flying away fast.. so i dun think i have the time to go online anymore.. i will study.. and i'm gonna get that 7A's.. i must.. or else i'm gonna regret my whole damn life...

speechless

Saturday was mpp.. well its Majlis Perpisahan Pengawas for us ... we had so much fun.. everyone was having a great time .. we laughed, we cried, we danced, we took pictures.. it was a blast .. thats all i can say .. haha.. all the seniors had a great time.. it was yang hong and katrina's birthday too.. so it was more special than ever.. one thing.. we worked like crazy the day before to finish the door gift above.. the stars can glow.. it looked so pretty on that day.. xoon harng did it.. we hope the seniors love it.. we for sure will be missing the seniors.. we had many memories together.. well .. let the picture tell u .. we express ourselves through pictures..

the 4 black men.. except for darshan la..

we were actually talking.. thats y we werent that ready for the picture ..

u know what .. i just realised something after looking at this picture.. it looked like mandeep is the boss and fawwaz is the bodyguard wif the gun .. muahha..

the form 3 prefects.. but got someone kacau.. its yao jun..

according to yang hong he gathered all the handsome guys there .. well i got nothing to say.. he wanted to take that picture.. its up to u guys to decide..

its me and the birthday boy.. haha.. happy birthday yang hong !!

i have no idea why.. but this picture looks so nice .. its so .... nice .. haha..

well.. thats all for now.. hope u guys enjoy the pictures..

An Advice

A teacher once told me.. things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out.. something like that la.. it kinda means we should accept the things we have and not whine about it.. we start back from where we left off and not sit there waiting for it to be solved.. i think that its very true.. nothing is gonna be right unless u make it right yourself.. things are meant to be solved and not the be avoided.. if u avoid it means you are a coward.. u dont have the guts to step back into the problem u have brought up.. these kind of people are worst than people which are not doing anything with their lives.. so if we still have the time.. fix it.. fix it before u regret..

tagged by you

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

- kill him / her .. obviously

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

- if i tell u its no longer a dream..

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

- hmm... does my computer count?!

4. What would you do with 3 ringgit, 5 cents and a torn-up RM1?

- food!! to survive..

5. What is a Must in a partner?

- not my same gender.. duh!!!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

- definitely being loved

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

- hmmm.. i am very patient sometimes... wait until i can wait..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

- just be happy for he/ her.. as what ppl say.. u dont have to have him /her with u.. u just make sure they are happy..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

- yesh!!!!

10. What takes you down the fastest?

- this question sounds weird..

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

- if i can.. i will tell u..

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

- my family and of course friends..

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

- she is crazy.. .well not that crazy.. she is very nice.. hard to get someone like her..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

- single is not good.. and poor is not good either.. hmmm...

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

- look at the clock.. if still early and think i can make it fast.. i'll go back to sleep again.. \

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

- yes!?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

- I dont think i have experienced it before.. the one which is better..

18. What type of people do you hate?

- liars.. betrayers.. and the top most... the bhb kind...

19. List 6 people to tag

- sin ying.. ( u better do this )

- my sis..

- mun ling

- ct sarah

- him
- her

thinking

these days .. i have been thinking a lot.. as in very very deeply.. some things are going on fast ... so fast as in u cant believe its right in front of you.. studies are ahead ... people are leaving and things are changing.. things which are supposed to be permanent is changing.. time is passing.. its weird.. we humans cant have what we want but we get something we do not wish to get.. ever... everything in my life is changing.. its all just wrong.. wrong!!!! friendships are changing .. relationships and attitudes.. all the good memories are leaving.. the times we had.. its no longer in the eye.. it only lies deep in our hearts.. unspoken ... only memories.. heard by ourselves.. and no other.. the only thing left are the bad ones..the ones that leave sadness and anger.. the ones that is never going away.. society is going crazy.. people are not acting as they are.. they lie.. they do not appreciate ... they accuse and they blame.. for just something minor.. beyond minor.. ignorance is no longer working.. ignoring is just making things go worst.. so i have just one advise.. just go with the flow.. u cant stop them from doing what they want.. so do your apart .. . and it all will just fall into place.. at the right time..

Tagged

tagged Six Things I'm Passionate About:
- music
- art
- friends
- phones
- wallets...

Six Things I Say Too Often:
- Oh My God
- die la
- exam?!
- how la ?
- evil la u
- haihz


Six Books I've read(Recently):
- sejarah form 3
- the crime in sydney
- geografi f3
- sealed with a kiss
- haunted hospital
- life as a popstar
Six Songs I Can Listen To Again and Again:
- empty- the click 5
- bleeding love-leona lewis
- leave me alone- the veronicas
- aku bukan untukmu- rossa
- when you look me in the eyes- the jonas brothers
- realize-colbie caillat

Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year:
- must study!!
- trust your friends
- appreciate ppl around you
- dont waste time
- do not think about the past

Six people i tag:
- theola
- sue yin (hehehe)
- sin ying
- xiao shuang
- gracelynn
- whoever lah

yeah!!!! wohooo!!!

yeah!!! my comp is ok now... i can finish my work now... argh... i am so happy.... yay.... but too bad... by the time its fixed... holidays are over... i cant use it to play games... well nvm... i dun really play games... haha... holidays are over... argh... it means wake-up-early-or-be-late time again ... i miss waking up at 10 or 11 in the morning... x ( ... sobx... at least i get to meet my frens... miss them so much.. cant wait to see them... exam paper!!!! its gonna be like how-much-u-got-for-this-exam questions again.. i really hate that question.. cant they just get lost... when they kno we arent that happy they still ask.. they just dunno when to juz **** off... argh... okay.. i think i didnt meant that word... i was a little piss.... but ... haihz... i really hope they will stop doing it... it really hurts to kno that they get higher marks than u and they will act like ooo-i-am-sorry-didnt-meant-to-ask-u-that... i just hope... i do well.. and everyone out there.. good luck in getting results... byez....

at last..

muhahaha.. at last.. school is gonna start next week.. cant wait for it .. i miss my friends.. oh.. GREAT!!! my geo folio.. my printer got no ink.. cant print.. and my pc will juz off byitself.. so juz imagine.. it will off suddenly when i am doing my folio.. it juz piss me off... it happened before and i have to retype half of it.. coz i was doing it all one short.. so now i am soooo afraid to do my folio.. if it didnt happen it would be finished by now.. so i cant really relax without worrying bout folio.. argh... exam papers... its not gonna be good.. but i still have to face it.. i have like no other choice.. awh.. i hope i do well.. coz i dun wanna do bad in this exam compared to my ugly marks during the monthly one.. well good luck.. XD


well i think thats all now..
sayonara..

HoLIdAy!!!

i seriously have no idea why ppl like holidays.. can anyone answer my question? whats wrong wif holidays.. its boring.. alone.. nothing to do.. no entertainment... no frens to crap wif.. and again BORING!! okay.. me i am being weird.. holiday means no school and no frens.. i just cant stay sitting at home for 2 weeks still and not do anything ... i can juz go crazy.. i guess my frens kno why i am asking them out now.. haha... izzit nice stuck at home.. watchin the same old movies... boring.. and the stupidest thing is i cant download the msn thingy.. so i cant online.. and i havent been online since like 2 months ad.. and i've got tons of emails to go thru... so its like ... argh!!! cant someone download it for me.. my life will be so much easier then.. and my holiday trip is postponed and its around near trial.. so it sucks... i was supposed to go next week... argh!!!! so that means i dont have much time to study.. so i have to do so now.. as in during the holidays... not many ppl do so.. who studies in the holidays.. guess its weird to do so... yeah as usual ... its the crazy life of mine that is making me go nuts... life is just so unexpected.. u cant expect the unexpected when u expect the expecting stuff.... well.. thats hard... haha... try to understand what i just said.. well type.. hahaha..

crazy!!

exams are over.. but i am not happy bout it.. i felt like its not over.. its like the beginning of studying more and more.. some of my friends are so freaking happy bout it.. but too bad they dont know.. trial is ahead.. so study.. dont 'merdeka' yet.. pmr is not over yet.. argh.. prefect board... the lower 6 are coming in.. dat means the seniors are leaving.. its gonna be sad.. they were the ones that taught us all the things we need to know.. and now not more than 2 months they are gonna leave the board.. sobs.. live has to go on.. we cant hold on to something and not let go of it.. and we might not see them.. haha.. emoing.. thats not good.. well.. dats all i can think of now.. happy holidays ppl..

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test is coming soon next friday.. i wanna wish everyone out there which is taking their examinations.. Good luck!!! Gambateh..

test!!!!

haiyo.. the test before wasnt that good.. but who cares.. as i said.. i am gonna study.. no big.. haha.. test coming.. so good luck to everyone.. and u noe wat.. the first test just over and the second wan is up.. dats so cray.. wats wif the school anyway.. muhahaha.. and i am sick.. i hate it.. cant do anything.. especially in the rain.. argh..

sorry

hey guys.. i am sooo sorry.. my com broke down again.. haihz.. hate dat thing.. its killing me.. haha... well.. we finished the assignment after doing it twice.. hahhaha... i am glad it was over... sports day was over too.. and so was the first monthly test.. well it didnt go dat well... at least i didnt get any C.. haha... but i noe my results arent dat good.. coz i didnt study.. haha.. but i betcha.. i am gonna study.. and beat u guys out there.... so watch out..

Exhausting....

today was a very exhausting day.. well its this week and last week.. as u all noe we prefects got assignment to do.. and let me tell u.. ITS NOT EASY... some seniors were soo good ... but some is just plain bad.. sorry to say.. well dats wat the assignment for.. i think its part of the fun though.. we get to noe them.. good nor bad we still have to respect them ... they are still our seniors u noe.. we were supposed to get kelvin's signature.. he gave a task.. like everyone else... so we went and do the task ... well lets just say.. levin would not help... too bad.. dats how ppl are.. they love ragging juniors...

unbelieveable

oh God.. i am so busy.. i dun even have time to write my blog.. with homework and being a prefect isnt an easy job i tell u.. on the first week was ok.. starting the second week everything got jumbled up..meeting at school 7 everyday is quite a challenging thing to do.. but luckly i managed the task to do so.. then comes the assignment.. gosh... its hard.. we have to find all the seniors to sign and so on .. it was a tiring week or shall i say month.. the worst thing is my usb cable is somehow in a problem.. so i just cant upload any new pictures.. haihz!!!!! dats just not good... i got really nice ones in pangkor... the scenery there was brilliant.. u have to go there to see it for urself.. its just so relaxing.. i wish to go there again... well i have to stop now.. so dun blame me if i dun post... sorry!!!1