Holiday tahun ni boring la..

Ignorance

Ignorance is simply the best word to describe how i feel now..
When you think that you have the friends you have now, things turn out to be the total opposite way..
I realised i have to stop being the goodie-good person.. I need to stop myself from being so nice anymore..
I need to stand for myself.. So what if you guys dont treat my like how u treat other friends.. I dont fucking give a fucking damn about it anymore.. I DONT need u guys to be with me.. I can have other much better friends.. Not to say u guys are useless.. But u guys suck.. I just have to move on in life and make better friends from now on then ...

Due to Sam's request i updated my blog..
i wanted to just delete my blog.. got no time to update la..
nothing much had been going on.
studies are going on so-so.. relationship .. hmmm.. very well handled..
and the rest are just fine..
the worst thing is my bday party had to be postponed ..
coZ exam is so near my birthday.. practically just a few days after..
so i might do it during november...
which is around a month after my birthday..
Well, i cant do anything right..
And it had been so freaking long since i saw someone.. i miss that person a lot la..
tell me what to do?
almost a month already.. hahahaha
*Big-drama-queen mood

Argh!!! who cares la.. i get to see that person tomorrow if everything goes well..
and oh yeah!!
at last i get to understand a little much better of add maths.. i used to not do homework..
but then now at least i do a little. coz i understand .. SOME only la..
hahhaah.. better than nothing rite..
i just hope i dont fail again for end term coz my results deteriorate coz of my add maths only .
the rest are getting better..
i hope it stays like this.. or become better..
AND btw
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the Muslims out there..
have a great holiday..
i think i'll stop now.. okay.. until the next post.. take care.. and goodbye..

i'll try to update a.s.a.p..
byebye!!

All i can say now is that u dont seem to trust me anymore..
U seem to say that u do but i know that u dont.
Im sorry for everything..
I know u wont forgive me although u say u will..
Im really sorry..

Everyone now is sick. All i wanna say is take care to everyone out there.

This will be the last day i'm gonna see you alone.
This is the last day i would hold u side by side.
I will only get to do so a month later.
30 more days. 720 more hours. 43200 minutes. 2592000 seconds.
damn bloody long u know.
Nvm. I'll be strong..
I HOPE I CAN BE STRONG LA.
I HOPE I DONT CRY AT NIGHT WHEN I THINK ABOUT U.
OOPS.. haha.. i shouldnt be talking bout this lar..
anyway.. take care everyone .. with the disease H1N1 spreading its damn dangerous.
BUT IM GOING JJ THIS FRIDAY ..HAHAH

Anyway.. take care.. i love you.. hehe

I know what I did last 2 nights was bad( friday)
but I didn't mean to do it.. I'm really sorry k.
I promise i won't do it again.
sorry..